Day Log 2022 05 31

Mood (sad, bad, ok, good, happy)

• Start: good (decent sleep)
• Mid: good (work was nice)
• End: ok (being triggered when I should not have been, people should affect me less)
• Avg: good

Things that I had planned for today and updates

Major

• Go to office ❌
• Eat healthy meal in timely fashion ❌ (I did eat better than yesterday, but not up to the mark yet)
• See the sunset ❌

Minor

• Shopping for India visit ❌
• Plan and execute tech for India visit ❌

Things planned for tomorrow

Will carry forward the things from today itself
Need to at least push for minor things to happen ☢️

Other things

Future advise

• I believe I have created a dependency which needs to be eliminated 🚧
  Have reduced checking and responding to WhatsApp during work hours
  Plan to have time slots for social interactions
• I need to have a filter when speaking to people as everyone is not as generous and accommodating as my present friends 🚧
  I am doing this at the cost of feeling distant
• Food needs more planning ⚠️
• Need to write more 🚧
• Need to talk to more people 🚧
  Had good conversations today

Misc

• Will need to decide some day if I should be OK with people calling me names during the course of a normal conversation. It used to be fine when I considered it as a joke/sarcasm, but it not really funny when it seems like people really believe what they are saying. Is it enough toxicity? How long before I need to get away from it? Should I be telling people to not do that? Maybe they think that I do not care? Maybe they are testing the limits on how much they can get away with?🤔